better now

no drugs in my body. 
maybe not forever. feeling so good. hope my body recover

Valentines Day

Dresden. Monument by Manaf Halbouni


how withdrawal sounds like

not leaving the bed since monday (6days), still feel sick, can't stand up :(
losing 5kg in 1 week.

don't take your medicine

thanks for those who go grocery shopping for me.

every sound hurts, just the click of the light switch
every smell makes me really sick, even its a good one i can't handle it
choclate taste awful, and water makes me sick too
can't open my eyes, its dizzy and hurts in my head
i am sweating and freezing at the same time
my stomach hurt
my legs can't carry me

its absolutely possible: i become an enemy of a marvel hero